The Fourth

The fourth child is coming,... we are waiting and hoping... May ALLAH blesses you always... We love you already.

future hope

Long time no update. My children have been growing up ...
Look at these pics... I am so proud of them...

I am lucky

I am lucky, I have my soulmate with same taste, same love to share, same children to take care, same family to love...
I am lucky, what else that should I expect. My world is complete with a wonderful husband, beloved mom and two smart and beautiful kids...

just pics

sekedar foto-foto untuk share,...

Qul Huwallahu Ahad

Million times, I say this sentence. Just say maybe ...
Now along with my tears I admit, with all my heart, every single part of my body, commit that Allah is one. The one where we can ask for help, for anything. The one that we can depend on anything,... Nothing compares to Allah.
Yaa Rahman, Yaa Rahiim. I know your task is hard, very hard. Just the chosen ones who can pass the 'exam'. I hope I am one of those people. Amiin.

My Baby Girl

My Baby girl,... duuuh ga' bosen2 ngliat giginya yang baru 5, senyum nakalnya, mata lebarnya, hidungnya yang pesek, bulu matanya yang panjang,.... Apalagi denger suaranya yang imut manggil : "mama!"

Stars in My Life

They are indeed stars in my life. Cheer me up whenever I think of them. The reason I fight in my life. They makes my chins up everyday...

What a wonderful gift I obtain,...

6.3 years and 16 months I have been living with them, baby sitting them, taking care of them. How I thank God of what I have right now. A perfect combination, a couple of wonderful kids...

Ramses and Aiyla...

She's Growing Up

When I take some pics of my baby, I am not really satisfied. Why ? She's not as "imut" as I recall at the last taken pics. I blame on the camera, then her unhealty condition. This not look like Aiyla. She should have chubbier cheek, less hair,...

But then I realize, my baby is growing up,... she's almost 11 month now. What a miracle,... Time goes by. My blessing I could be by her side everyday. I am the first person she finds when she opens her eyes everyday. I am the only person she look for when she is surrounded by strangers.

How grateful Iam, I become her closest person in her life. My wonderful gift, my angel, Malaikaa

I am the Centre of Universe

I am the centre of the universe, nobody else, even my beloved brother....

What Else ???

Every day in my life, I could never stop thanking ALLAH for all that I have. Love surrounding our family makes us stronger. Even in tough times. We share the "bitterness" with smile, support one another. We are not a perfect family who has anything that we need. Sometimes envy to others who can have all what they need "attack" my feeling. Yet, realizing that love that we have values more that million of rupiah we might not have, would erase the enviness.
Alhamdulillah,... million times, never enough....
Keluarga sakinah, mawadah, warahmah,... What else...

Aiyla and us ... (part 2)

Kalau ini foto2 ama kakek dan nenek,... How lucky I am....

Punya keluarga yang sayang ama aku,....

Aiyla and us.....(part 1)

Coba lihat foto-fotoku, ama papa, mama dan kakak aces. Meskipun ompong, aku suka sekali difoto. Apalagi kalo yang moto mama, pasti aku selalu nyengir lebar...

Aiyla,... (all about her)

Aiyla,

imut, happy, manja....

Seakan-akan dia tau kalo everybody in this family adores her....

Aiyla loves us back,...

semoga sehat selalu ya nak,...

jadi anak yang shalehah, diberkahi ALLAH dengan rizky yang banyak,

kepandaian dan akhlak yang mulia....

Aiyla Malaikaa Anom

Alhamdulillah,

Aiyla lahir tanggal 6 Desember 2006, dengan selamat di RSUP Fatmawati. Berat 3.3kg, panjang 49cm, nilai Apgar 9-10.

Sekarang Aiyla udah 4 bulan, this is my first published photo.

SHE is a GIRL !!

She is a girl,....
Alhamdullillah,... 99% Aiyla is a girl.
She has posed at 4D USG last saturday, 16/09/06. Found out that she is indeed a girl.
She is secretly expose her face. Hiding behind placenta, while one of her hands closing part of her face. The obsgyn, dr. Setyo Hermanto, SpOg at Bunda Margonda Hospital almost desperate to find the right position to see her face, yet Aiyla still hiding,...

"Jail" the comment of her daddy. But I think it's because not everything can be exposed clearly without ALLAH permission. Some of them remain mysterious. We don't need it anyway. The purpose we did the 4D USG just to give documentation for Aiyla when she grows up later.

We love you Aiyla,... We are waiting for you here, mama, papa, kakak Aces, nenek, kakek,... Semoga kamu bisa lahir dengan sehat dan selamat,... Amiin

My Beloved Kids

It Might Be a Girl !!!!

It Might Be a Girl !!!! It might be a girl,... said the obsgyn,...Alhamdulillah,... ALLAH answers my wish. Though never regret having a baby boy like Ramses, yet still hoping for a baby girl for completing my family.... Undeniable for sure....

25.5 Weeks to Go ....

25.5 weeks to go...
Finally the day I've waited has come. Wondering how's Aiyla to be... since I still can't feel her existance. The doctor comes a bit behind the schedule, just add up my worries. At last, Aiyla comes to show herself in the USG monitor. I see she's growing, completely formed with hands and legs. Her heart beating rapidly. Amazing... there are two hearts beating inside my body. Aiyla, mummy will give u the best nutrition to make your body grows perfectly, just like your big brother...

AIYLA to be ...

Aiyla... si makhluk mungil yang mulai tumbuh di perutku. Akhir minggu ini, Insya ALLAH usianya udah 14 minggu. Udah gede dan berbentuk.
Kenapa dipanggil Aiyla ?
1. karena kami butuh satu nama yang indah untuk penggilannya karena dia sudah ada di antara keluarga kami
2. Aiyla dalam bahasa Arab artinya moonlight... seperti harapan kami nantinya ia akan bisa menjadi penerang di malam yang gelap, membawa secercah harapan bagi kami orang tuanya di saat2 yang sulit
3. Aiyla yang notabene dengan bulan sesuai apabila berpasangan dengan nama kakaknya, Syamsa (matahari) atau Ramses (si raja matahari). Keduanya bisa membawa penerangan di hati dan kehidupan kami, baik siang maupun malam.
4. Aiyla memang nama cewek, seperti harapan kami, Aiyla bisa menggantikan kakaknya Cleo yang kembali lagi kepada penciptanya hampir 4 tahun yang lalu.

Image di atas kira2 menunjukkan begitulah gaya Aiyla kalo lagi bobo' di dalam perutku...

ELDORADO

Eldorado, tempat favorit buat berenang. Sayang pas liburan isinya kaya cendol,... supeeer penuuh,... Super jorok karena banyak makanan berceceran di mana2 kecampur ama lantai yang basah. Aces berenang ama temennya, Daris, didampingi mamanya. Aku cuman duduk manis di pinggir kolam renang ama mami. Males ganti baju kalo ikutan berenang. Mana perut gendut naggung gini,...jadi gak pede .. tar sekalian kalo dah gendut banget, mungkin lebih baik. Dan tentunya gak pas liburan panjang 4 hari, pusing euy,... belum lagi banyak yang "pipis" di kolam karena alasan toilet jauh,... Aduuh kasian si Aiyla di perut minum pipis orang....