nisfu sya'ban

Subhanallah, 

Hari ini tepat empat bulan perhitungan usia kandungan ku, saat ditiupkan ruh ke dalam raga anak ku. Tepat pula nanti malam jatuh malam Nisfu Sya'ban. Saat yang tepat memanjatkan doa pada ALLAH SWT untuk kebaikan keluarga, dan anak yang sedang kukandung ini....Semoga barokah, keselamatan, rahmat, rizky ALLAH tercurah pada kami. Amiin yaa Rabbal 'alamiin. 

heartbeat

I can feel her heartbeat. When I touch, I can feel the heart is beating... Exclusive for mom... Subhanallah

When jokes hurt

Jokes may hurt... Bercanda selalu dijadikan alasan untuk membenarkan suatu perbuatan. Tapi ingatlah, bercanda, iseng semua ada konsekuensinya. Bisa menyakiti hati orang lain tentunya.

Menjadi ibu itu indah

Betapa diriku diberkahi oleh ALLAH dengan segala cobaan yang aku hadapi, aku dibekali dengan senyum yang selalu menyertaiku tiap melihat anak-anak yang dititipkanNYA pada ku. Saat lelah di malam hari, keduanya berebut tidur dalam pelukanku. Aku bukan merasa sebagai ibu yang sempurna, sering aku bertanya pada anak anak ku, "kenapa kamu sayang mami...". Si kecil yang berumur 3.5thn bingung mendeskripsikan jawaban. Yang dia tahu mami tempat dia meminta apapun, perlindungan, kasih sayang, perhatian. Kakaknya sedikit lebih implisit dalam perkataan, menyatakan sayangnya dengan pelukan dan ciuman tanpa harus berkata-kata. Di saat diriku sedih, keduanya ikut beruarai air mata di pelukanku, tanpa harus memahami kenapa mami menangis.


Menjadi seorang ibu merupakan berkah yang mulia bagi diriku. Saat mengandung dan membawa mereka di dalam kandungan, saat melahirkan, saat menemani mereka di kala sakit, sungguh bukanlah suatu pengorbanan tapi anugerah yang tak terhingga bagiku. Betapa ALLAH SWT dan Rasulnya, Muhammad saw memuliakan seorang ibu.


Namun mengapa, sering kulihat ibu yang memperlakukan anaknya dengan kasar tanpa kasih sayang. Memaki, memukul, menyakiti. Kemanakah nurani seorang ibu yang merupakan fitrah yang diberikan ALLAH padanya. Anak-anak lahir tanpa dosa, berharap mendapatkan kasih sayang khususnya dari ibunya. Mahalkah itu. Perlukah mereka ikut menanggung beban orang tuanya ?

The Fourth

The fourth child is coming,... we are waiting and hoping... May ALLAH blesses you always... We love you already.

future hope

Long time no update. My children have been growing up ...
Look at these pics... I am so proud of them...

I am lucky

I am lucky, I have my soulmate with same taste, same love to share, same children to take care, same family to love...
I am lucky, what else that should I expect. My world is complete with a wonderful husband, beloved mom and two smart and beautiful kids...

just pics

sekedar foto-foto untuk share,...

Qul Huwallahu Ahad

Million times, I say this sentence. Just say maybe ...
Now along with my tears I admit, with all my heart, every single part of my body, commit that Allah is one. The one where we can ask for help, for anything. The one that we can depend on anything,... Nothing compares to Allah.
Yaa Rahman, Yaa Rahiim. I know your task is hard, very hard. Just the chosen ones who can pass the 'exam'. I hope I am one of those people. Amiin.

My Baby Girl

My Baby girl,... duuuh ga' bosen2 ngliat giginya yang baru 5, senyum nakalnya, mata lebarnya, hidungnya yang pesek, bulu matanya yang panjang,.... Apalagi denger suaranya yang imut manggil : "mama!"

Stars in My Life

They are indeed stars in my life. Cheer me up whenever I think of them. The reason I fight in my life. They makes my chins up everyday...

What a wonderful gift I obtain,...

6.3 years and 16 months I have been living with them, baby sitting them, taking care of them. How I thank God of what I have right now. A perfect combination, a couple of wonderful kids...

Ramses and Aiyla...

She's Growing Up

When I take some pics of my baby, I am not really satisfied. Why ? She's not as "imut" as I recall at the last taken pics. I blame on the camera, then her unhealty condition. This not look like Aiyla. She should have chubbier cheek, less hair,...

But then I realize, my baby is growing up,... she's almost 11 month now. What a miracle,... Time goes by. My blessing I could be by her side everyday. I am the first person she finds when she opens her eyes everyday. I am the only person she look for when she is surrounded by strangers.

How grateful Iam, I become her closest person in her life. My wonderful gift, my angel, Malaikaa

I am the Centre of Universe

I am the centre of the universe, nobody else, even my beloved brother....

What Else ???

Every day in my life, I could never stop thanking ALLAH for all that I have. Love surrounding our family makes us stronger. Even in tough times. We share the "bitterness" with smile, support one another. We are not a perfect family who has anything that we need. Sometimes envy to others who can have all what they need "attack" my feeling. Yet, realizing that love that we have values more that million of rupiah we might not have, would erase the enviness.
Alhamdulillah,... million times, never enough....
Keluarga sakinah, mawadah, warahmah,... What else...

Aiyla and us ... (part 2)

Kalau ini foto2 ama kakek dan nenek,... How lucky I am....

Punya keluarga yang sayang ama aku,....

Aiyla and us.....(part 1)

Coba lihat foto-fotoku, ama papa, mama dan kakak aces. Meskipun ompong, aku suka sekali difoto. Apalagi kalo yang moto mama, pasti aku selalu nyengir lebar...

Aiyla,... (all about her)

Aiyla,

imut, happy, manja....

Seakan-akan dia tau kalo everybody in this family adores her....

Aiyla loves us back,...

semoga sehat selalu ya nak,...

jadi anak yang shalehah, diberkahi ALLAH dengan rizky yang banyak,

kepandaian dan akhlak yang mulia....

Aiyla Malaikaa Anom

Alhamdulillah,

Aiyla lahir tanggal 6 Desember 2006, dengan selamat di RSUP Fatmawati. Berat 3.3kg, panjang 49cm, nilai Apgar 9-10.

Sekarang Aiyla udah 4 bulan, this is my first published photo.

SHE is a GIRL !!

She is a girl,....
Alhamdullillah,... 99% Aiyla is a girl.
She has posed at 4D USG last saturday, 16/09/06. Found out that she is indeed a girl.
She is secretly expose her face. Hiding behind placenta, while one of her hands closing part of her face. The obsgyn, dr. Setyo Hermanto, SpOg at Bunda Margonda Hospital almost desperate to find the right position to see her face, yet Aiyla still hiding,...

"Jail" the comment of her daddy. But I think it's because not everything can be exposed clearly without ALLAH permission. Some of them remain mysterious. We don't need it anyway. The purpose we did the 4D USG just to give documentation for Aiyla when she grows up later.

We love you Aiyla,... We are waiting for you here, mama, papa, kakak Aces, nenek, kakek,... Semoga kamu bisa lahir dengan sehat dan selamat,... Amiin

My Beloved Kids